Help Kickstart my year at The Actors' Program 2018!

$945 donated
Given by 15 generous donors in around 3 months

I'm studying with The Actors' Program, a full on intensive introduction to the NZ and International Performing arts, help me fund the fees.

Auckland

Hi there, I'm Renee. I'm 37 years old, and I'm just about to go back to school. I've arrived! I've been accepted into the 2018 intake of The Actors' Program. The program is an intensive year of acting training: a rigorous, fun and wonderful introduction to the NZ and international Performing Arts Industry.

I was born in Matata, Eastern Bay of Plenty... lived in the Hawke's Bay from age 10 to 18, then in 1999 I went to Hamilton (Hamil-tron:city of the future!) to study. Originally I went to University to study Music. In my first year at university I discovered theatre and wound up coming out of University of Waikato/Waikato Management School with a Bachelor of Management Studies, with majors in both Theatre Studies and Marketing - there were a lot of changes and various other paths taken in between - but that particular tangent is a much longer story!

I worked for a number of years in the Waikato as an Arts Administrator/Events Coordinator and on the side I Directed, Produced and Performed in amateur, professional and semi-professional theatre and film.

My career was as an adviser on funding, organisational and strategic development, event management, marketing and various other facets for artists. These artists included musicians, dance and theatre companies, filmmakers, visual artists, community groups, and social services and councils utilising the Arts as a tool for community development. It was an amazing job - helping artists bring their work to the community, the public and the world at large. I'm now stepping back into my own creative work... and focusing on acting.

Since 2010 I have traveled to the UK to work professionally in theatre, I then worked with the wonderful Tim Bray Productions (producing theatre for children in Auckland NZ) Currently I live on Waiheke Island where I have worked as the manager of a small theatre before going freelance behind the scenes in various roles: production manager, event coordinator, tutor, producer, actor and director - and my favourite of all: dog walker!

I strongly believe in the value of the "craft" of acting, and communicating - which to me is at the core of what we all do as artists. The last 37 years (thanks to my parents for those!) have built a solid foundation for me to learn more and really fine-tune my craft - as an actor, and communicator.

Over the years I have watched (and helped) many artists grow and nourish their potential, the upcoming year is the opportunity for me to take the tools given to me throughout my life, in the form of various teachers, tutors, career and life experiences... and accept the gift that is the training that The Actors' Program presents. 2018 (for me) means the realisation of a lot of work and the beginning of another chapter in my life. It will be focused learning and commitment to self actualisation as an actor - and I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!

Use of funds

The course fees total $12,000. Any excess will assist with travel expenses and living costs. Rent - $175 per week. Travel - per month: $264. Food: $80 per week. If you are able to offer support in non-financial ways please get in touch!

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Progress...  9 March 2018

Soooooooo I just had my first session with my mentor, Cameron Rhodes. It was awesome! Such a great guy. He talked about some great stuff that he'd learned over the years, and talked about something that he had been taught recently - the concept of an "energy champion": essentially (from my very quick conversation on this) shaping the language that we use about ourselves to have a supportive voice rather than a critical one or something that is weighted heavily towards self-judgement.

I'm 6 weeks into the first term, and have had multiple tutors: each week presents new challenges, new ways of thinking and even new ways of even being, all tools to be added to our "actors toolkit" - all stuff that we're taking out into the world, not only as actors, but as human beings.

Some of the stuff that has really stuck with me in the last few weeks is around failure, and fear of failure, perfection, and self judgement. One of the concepts that I am particularly interested in was our voice coaches comments around "growth versus fixed mind learning". Again and again we all keep coming back to trying to adjust our way of thinking - one which has been inground systematically by our schooling (don't get me started) - and learning to taking risks and allowing ourselves to "make mistakes" or to "fall flat on our faces" in order to grow.

Pretty much taken straight from the conversation and words of wisdom from Cam, we have revised one of my goals for this term. My challenge to myself for the remainder of the term is to really surrender to the moment, take bigger risks and when I feel I'm on the edge of something, follow through and don't worry about the "potential for failure". There are no rights or wrongs - just learning.... and if there ever were a place to be taking those risks and taking myself into the unknown, it's drama school - right here, right now, at The Actor's Program.

.... funnily enough finding the right image to go with this post took almost as long as writing it... so many to choose from, but I think this one is most appropriate - for drama school.

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Adele
Adele on 16 Feb 2018
You're an inspiration! Bet you'll love every minute of it. XXX
$30
Adam
Adam on 04 Feb 2018
$50
Renee Casserly

Hey there Adam, great to see you at the screening the other day. Thanks so much for donating - means heaps. Never know maybe I'll get to work with you one day in front of the camera! :)

Renee Casserly
Noeline
Noeline on 24 Jan 2018
Back mid March..contact then for a catch up and meal.
$50
Renee Casserly

Hey there Noeline, thank you so much for your support, and great to see you the other day. Enjoy your European adventures!!! xox look forward to seeing you upon your return.

Renee Casserly
Rob Hamill
Rob Hamill on 21 Jan 2018
Enjoy the adventure!
$25
Renee Casserly

Hey there Rob, not quite as epic in the range of some of your adventures, but yup an epic internal adventure! So cool. Thanks heaps mate!

Renee Casserly
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Guest Donor on 16 Jan 2018
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Renee Casserly

Thank you so much Nancy! really appreciate it and look forward to some of that feedback in the future ;) I'll send you the Shepherd link via facebook.x

Renee Casserly

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