Support Leanne Bachop

Hi Everyone, I am feeling so much love and support from you all , and it is much needed right now. I feel like I am walking such a fine line at this time , which is taking so much of my energy to stay positive and focused on awaiting my latest Scan results. It will be 2 years this week since my first major surgery , and it is hard to believe at that time ( October 11th 2011) I was only weeks away from death. So I count my blessings every day, and that I am still here and alive to write this message. I am so grateful to my amazing Doctors , Surgeons , Nurses and everyone in the Medical world for not giving up on me.They are using all their resources to make life possible for me. I also thank the Medical world for respecting me and my Holistic , Spiritual and Cultural Beliefs , which contribute and create a loving balance in my healing process. This is by no means an easy journey and as the time goes on it gets more challenging on the many levels that I am faced with. Life gets put into perspective pretty fast when you are faced with your mortality. Sometimes it feels like such a privilege , because I definitely don't have time to sweat the small stuff , and how important it is to live moment to moment for your well being. I am also grateful for the insights , awareness and wisdom I have gained , about how simple life can be. Especially When you slow down enough to notice and respect the beauty that mother earth and the universe provides. Then it can feel like such a hindrance , because of the frustration and disappointment of the hand I have been dealt , and there is no escape. I feel that I have been stripped back to a place from which I cannot hide , and have to face head on to make peace within myself . There is no room left for anything but being real and true , not only to myself but to all around me. I am truly thankful for my positive attitude , staying true to love and faith , and my ability to remain strong through most of this difficult time. The truth be known tho , I am feeling tired. Just when I could see a glimmer of light and the possibility of getting back to a little normality , another set back. The down days are out weighing the good right now. So your amazing generosity and support could not have happened at a better time.Your messages of encouragement and kind donations , are a huge help to keep me going. Words will never be enough to express the gratitude I have to all you beautiful people. To Chantelle , family , friends and all of you who are sharing, liking and donating , thank you from the bottom of my heart. Take care and I will update again soon , much love Leanne xx