Funeral and memorial table for a sweet beautiful girl named Jessica

My darling little sister Jessica found life very hard she struggled with her self image and i suspect bullying. But she always had a smile on her face a laugh and a huge hug for all she even went to my mums work a rest home where the residents loved her she was what people called an old soul but an very sweet one with a big love for humans animals and nature

But one day unfortunately the bad things in life was all to much for her in the end and in 2015 at the age of 14 she hung her self in her favourite place the back yard.

My whole family was shattered as well as much of the community we had no clue of how much she was struggling with life

unfortunately we are also a family of 7 and money is not easily come by even with both my parents working and having special need s children it is a hard strungle ,,,,so even 2 years on my mum is not able to go a week without thinking about funeral costs which makes it hard to think of the happy times and it breaks my heart i can not help.

I also have been trying to save up to get a memorial picnic table which will be going into an nature reserve called Nga Manu a favourite place of my sisters and the whole family but so far being a student and not a well person myself i have got together very little and it seems to be slipping through my fingers which breaks my heart as she would have loved it and it would be a place for family and friends to remember her in a special way.