A journey to An Cuan

I was sitting in night church 3 moths ago now, listening to the same story of YWAM recruiters saying how God wants us to go to the nations. For the longest time now I've felt the stirring of the Holy Spirit telling me this was my path, however when those who were eager to join, were asked to come to the alter and pledge themselves... I didn't feel the stirring, I sat, as many young adults came forward and accepted the calling. That very same week, the team of YWAM'ers came to our young adults group, and many were broken free of sin, and darkness in their lives, me being apart of the group... Still, I did not feel the call. I walked into work days later, feeling tired, having already worked the morning for only an hours break. And there they were the YWAM team, eating pizza and chicken wings, they called me over to their table, and by the grace of God and my coworkers, for a solid half hour into my shift I spoke with them on their journeys, and where God was leading them. That's when it came, the invitation to join them at their base, to join YWAM. I was excited, elated, and when I talked to friends later on that night, realized, that I was not to follow their journey, but to go on my own. And that's when Rostrevor, Ireland was put in my path, a small base called An Cuan. To study, and be equipped to go to the nations. I am young, 20 years of age, I have a great Church behind me, and my center is Christ. My one problem is that I don't have the funds to reach that far. So my pray is this, if my journey to YWAM is of God, let him raise the funds, I am working on my way to get there but it is in him I find support. if you can only give a little, that is all I'm asking for, Thank you and God bless.