CRPS Warrior mum needs help to get overseas for urgent medical treatment

Hi, my name is Tash; and I am a 32-year-old mum to 2 young children who lives in New Zealand. I have been livestreaming my journey the last month or so on a gaming platform called Twitch. I’ve had a rare neurological condition called complex regional pain syndrome or CRPS for the last eight years. My CRPS developed after carpal tunnel surgery on both hands over 8 years ago. CRPS is rated the most painful condition on the McGill pain scale, higher than the pain from childbirth or amputation. I would know I’ve had two kids naturally... CRPS is nicknamed the suicide disease: it causes severe nerve pain and there is no standardised treatment in New Zealand. Doctors in here don’t know what to do to with me. CRPS feels like being wrapped in barbed wire, while being set on fire and then electrocuted. It can change as quickly as the lights on traffic lights. One minute you can be smiling dealing with the pain and the next second it’s excruciating, and you’re paralysed. In the last few days, I have lost my ability to walk, and I am now in a wheelchair... I can feel it spreading inside my body now... and I can feel it happening fast. There is no proper treatment in New Zealand for CRPS.. Please help me, I can’t be this pain much longer it’s more than anyone should have to live with. I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy.. I deserve a chance to have some quality of life, to be able to hug and kiss my children again and my kids deserve a mum. This is no life…