Worst of our fears
4 April 2020An update on my Dad.
On the 30th of march 2020 mum took dad to lower hutt hospital for a his scan so we could see how the chemo is working and how and if it's working, all went well with the scan and dad went back home.
April the 3rd 2020 was chemo day round 4.
Off we went to wellington hospital it was also the day we found out the results of the scan. Due to the coronavirus that's happening I stayed in the car.listened by phone and mums name was on the list next to dads to attend it with him. At 10.25am our whole world once again came crashing down around us. The Dr has told us the chemo hasent worked. It hasent taken any effect what so ever and the cancer has got worse, its spread more and dads time with us has shortened even more. Sitting in the car hearing my mum sob through the phone is a sound I never want to hear. Dads in alot of pain they have up his pain medication and looking at doing 1 round of radiation just so hes more comfortable. This time around we arnt coping with the news very well. We are back at square 1. We appreciate all the love and support we get from everyone. I dont have anything more to say at this point apart from that we are broken we are hurting and we just need abit of space to come to terms with all of this.
