weneedyou

Hi, i am the mother to four beautiful children and with my 5th coming in 5 short weeks ?? this is a last resort for myself and i have extreme feelings of shame to have to do so.. but i am on here asking for a little help as recently my life i thort was amazing got turned in side out ! My loving partner and i are happy waiting for our 5th baby to arrive. To start another journey to a new life created. That of course was untill i arived home one day to find the love of my life. father of my children had turned our house upsidedown with just a note left stating his big move away from us with a new partner and family. that i later found hed been pursuing for some time. Anywho not to go to far into the deep soal of that devastation.. over the past 4 years i have sufferd major depression and anxiety which has been a real big accomplishment to get through which i felt rather supported through but yet i feel this is why that 1 person felt he had to be happy somwhere els also. only to discover i now have to explain to my beautiful children there father has left the country and am not sure if they will see him again... the brunt of it all is that im now left with expenses over my head but 1 major one is needing a 7 seated car desperately before my 5th child arives as all the savings disapaired also. and so i am here for this purpose.. i have not a cent to my name and no way to make money fast im in process of becoming a benificiary to suport my children. i dont like to ask for anything but the only family i have is a mother who is very sick herself. so im very stuck. iv dedicated the past 10 years to being a mother who does all the teaching and parenting for my children rite through to school time with no kindy. just me so i am very in tune with the life i have to give my children so much so i lacked friendship with anybody but what i thort was a soulmate.. so if you could find it in your heart to even give a dollar to help support me in this great time of need this is a great cause to do so.. i am a very big visitor of this sight and it rattles my heart to read storys of what people must go through. Thus being why i feel the shame of having to do this for myself but now my children are all i have to think of in this crazzy time