I just would like to add that this is a very hard thing for me to do.
I really dont mean for it to sound like sob story but i just want to be honest.
My name is Brian for starters and i suffer from bi polar, ptsd, fybromalgia and a few other mental disorders, the fybro is by far the worst simply because i am in so much pain every single day of my life so its been very hard, Massive muscle spasm that will leave me curled up on the ground screaming, blury vision, Brain fog, insomnia, skin irritation from research there is up to 300 symptoms it truly is the most hardest thing i have ever had to battle.
However because of this i am very limited in what i can do, i cant walk far nor can i lift but i have the love and time to give to animals Kaida is my world and i would go hungry for her but sadly i feel useless because i cannot afford to pay the vet in a lump some, i have very little cash being a benificery and i have essential bills like power because i need my computer simply because playing games helps my brain relax and be able to concentrate my illness is hard to explain but its brutal, i am struggling so much with all that as well as my father is dien...
I really wish i could work, because i would work so dam hard to get the money for her operation but i cant do anything as every thing makes me hurt so much you couldnt imagine and im not exaggerating either....i cant emphasize enough how hard this is to not be able to work... I know this sounds like a sob story but i am so desperate to get this money and im scared that my baby will get worse and be in more pain.. its so hard to watch cause i cant tell you how much and how badly i want to help... Im truly sorry if i have over stepped the line but i love my baby with all my heart and im desperate as i said earlier please help