Sometimes you just give up.
17 December 2025I wanted to update you all on our journey and how easy it is for us to give up and not know where to go or turn and we just kind of go… “ oh well” what can I do. The walls are up.
Since my return from the states NZ would not fill the script from my specialist. The cost to fight just made everything impossible. I gave up… I put my self back into the public system and spent the last two months being robbed of my quality of life again as they just passed me around and promised waiting lists of up to two years.
I am stuck ! So I decided to flip the mindset and decided I could keep going down hill or I could just get on with it.
The large stent has been removed two weeks ago and it has made some improvement but I was discharged and not given any further plans. Told if you still can’t eat come back to ED.
So for now…. My hands are behind my back, and I am helpless as where to from here.
In New Zealand it is really a case of who has the most money survives.
I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for getting me this far and making my life so much better then it was before and yes, I am feeling much better then before I embarked on the search and treatment for a quality of life. It has ment so so much to me.
Little steps encouraged and helped by so may of you has made the biggest difference and I would hate to think where I would be if I didn’t see Dr wallace. He is life changing.
I tired… this flight right now is to hard.
Thank you for just being with me. 🩷
