Wow, what a ride!
23 February 2025
The overwhelming response to this call for help has been profoundly humbling. So much gratitude! A special thanks to my darling man for believing in me, for reminding me that I deserve to receive, and for standing strong through the strain this journey has placed on him.
I initially went to the doctor before trying for children, only to be faced with an impossible choice—whether to trust in my own healing or undergo medication that would see me infertile or lose the very breasts that might nourish my future child. This path has tested me on every level, stripping me bare, exposing my deepest despair, and revealing my strongest warrior self. Over the past three months, I’ve awakened to the truth that my lifelong habit of pouring into others had to shift. I needed to uncover my own desires, embrace my soul’s purpose, and confront the fears and patterns holding me back.
Navigating this minefield has meant facing others’ opinions, including those who believe I will not survive. I have had to stare down my fears of death. Yet, clarity has emerged knowing my path, and my power.
Through every challenge, I have chosen to walk through the fire. Good news I'm feeling healthy and my strength is returning. Soon I will head to Costa Rica to visit Dr. Zach Bush, trusting this retreat will be life-changing.
To all who have given—may your kindness return tenfold. May we all be brave enough to trust the unforeseen journey ahead.
With love,
Justine
P.S. Give up sugar.
