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Running the 2019 Auckland Half-Marathon for Mental Health Awareness

  • Final update: Training complete...Now lets get on with it!

      13 October 2019
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    Just finished my last road run before the race next week. After last weeks beast of a run that was 16.5kms at 1hour 50mins (which I was still feeling after a week) thought it would be best just do a relatively smaller run of 8kms.

    Photo you see is the back of my race shirt. Obviously represnting the Voices of Hope with their logo and also their #ItsNotWeakToSpeak. This journey has always been about showing others that are struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts or any other mental health issues that those things don't need to define who you are. You can get through the darkness and still challenge yourself to set goals. I am prove of this.

    So this is it. The 6 months of training, gym sessions injuries, recover and more training is all on the past. Nothing more I could have done. Now just to make the 2019 Auckland Half-Marathon my bitch (I get the feeling its going make me its bitch but I'll give it one hell of a go haha)

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  • Update 3: Its more about the mental than the physical.

      15 September 2019

    With just over 1 month to go until race day I'm feeling pretty good... tired but good.

    Finally clicked over the halfway point on this mornings run with a 11.25km run at 1hr 15min 30sec. Well ahead on the new cut off point of 1hr 35mins at 10km mark.

    Finding now with the runs getting longer the mental side of the running to be even more tougher than the physical side. Being inside your own head for an hour, motivating yourself to push forward when your body is screaming for you to stop is quite the challenge but one I have decided to embrace.

    I know a lot of people would say "listen to some music or a podcast so the time goes by fast". However I've decided to go along with some words I heard from a David Goggins on a Joe Rogan podcast (great listen for anyone needing motivation):

    "I've never trained with music and there's a reason why I don't do that. The music is not always going to be there and all these other external things....What do you do when you don't have the external motivations? Its about the internal. What do you say to yourself? How so you fire yourself up? What's that flame inside of you that keeps you going? Let that keep you going."

    Well to answer those last 3 questions here's a little insight to what I generally repeat in my head during my runs:

    "This ain't hard. Yes you're hurting at the moment but this is a good hurt. You've experienced that bad hurt. Embrace the good hurt"

    "You've already experienced the lowest point in your life. This is easy compared to that"

    "Someone in that house are cooking bloody bacon and eggs for breakfast. Assholes" (Well that last one is more of a statement that motivation but you get the drift.)

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  • Update 2: Back on the roads and feeling good

      16 August 2019

    Well so far so good. Left calf seems to be holding up on the road runs. You can definitely feel the difference between road running and treadmill running. Calf is feeling tired but thankfully no pain.

    This morning hit 5.2km at just over 32mins which is what I was tracking at around early May so happy with the progress since the injury.

    Game plan is to hit 7.25km by the end of August (distance I last run before injury) and aim for at least 13km run by end of September.

    Not much else to update on. Besides hitting $400.00 on the fundraising which is great and thanks again to everyone who has contributed.

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  • Update1: 3 months until race

      21 July 2019

    As of yesterday it is exactly 3 months until I attempt to run the Auckland half-marathon. Thought it might be best to actually starting updating here on my progress towards that goal. So how have things been going? Four things come to mind since starting this back in April: Good start, injury disaster, frustrating recovery and still optimistic.

    First 2 months of training went really well. Started with 2-3 runs and a gym session each week. Slowly built up time and distance very week by around 10-20%. It was tough for a while because I was a BIG boy. Weighed myself at 146kg; roughly 35kg heavier than I was when I last did long distance cardio fitness back in my rugby playing days. So the body didn't like me at all. But slowly but surely got into a routine and instead of dreading the increase distance each week I actually looking forward to the challenge. Eventually got up to 7.5km at 45mins. Considering the Auckland half-marathon race has a last cut off point at 9km with a time of 1h 25min I was well ahead of that.

    And then disaster struck. On May 26 as I was about 200 metres from my finishing point when I felt a massive shock go right up my left calf. As many people know of me I've been a pretty injury prone guy. You name a muscle or bone, I've probably either pulled, torn or broken it. But this was something new. Never had a calf injury before. So just for precaution I gave the calf a week of rest. Hoping it was just a slight strain. After a week I tied my shoes on and went to hit the pavement. Calf was feeling alright. Then only 2 mins into the run bang pain came again. This had me worried as I knew something was wrong. Very wrong. So I went to a physio to get it check out. Bad news; I had a tear in my left calf. 3-4 weeks of recovery and probably another 3-4 weeks before getting back into running.

    Not going to lie this sucked! Definitely dented my confidence and made me question whether I could still do this. At best I'd be back to square one by August and instead of having 6 months to train this out-of-shape, broken down body for something I'd never done before, I'd have 3. I knew at some point the mental side of this journey was going to hit and I'd have to overcome it. I was just hoping it would happen much later than 2 months into it!

    So the frustrating recovery began which lasted all of June. Physio appoints, stretches and exercises to build the strength. However as frustrated as I was I had to continue on. So I might not be able to run, but it wasn't stopping me from keeping up the cardio. So onto long sessions on the exercycle at the gym and also onto something I hadn't done in a very long time; swimming. I'm an average swimmer at best but that type of exercise puts no impact strain on my injury so it was the best thing to do.

    After a month of that we hit July and it was time to test the calf. Started hitting the treadmill with some slow jogging/fasting walking interval training. It was nerving racking to begin with. If my calf still wasn't ready and it tore again it would have been hard to come back from. Thankfully it has held out so far. Currently up to 15-20mins on the treadmill and the injury is feeling okay. And also I'm down 9kg to 136kg! Pretty stoked with that and hoping to hit 120 by race day. I'm still optimistic about the run in October. I'm going to have to change my training program a bit to what I was going to do but hey just another bump in the road I'm determined to get over.

    So I'll leave the update there. The injury has definitely tested my patience physically and mentally but I've had to become a person that believes in the statement "patience is a virtue". Couldn't panic about the injury, had to take time to let it recover and slowly build it back up so when I hit the ground running in August I still have a chance to get where I need to be in October.

    I'll try to keep updating on my status here every one- two weeks. Thank you to everyone that have already contributed so far. Knowing I have your support and that your contributions are going to Voices of Hope has kept me going and motivated through this last frustrating months.

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