Creating music to help people deal with suicide and also feel good tunes and music videos which is not cheap

I can relate, IV had so many friends go out this way, 4 in the last 8 months, most the time it's a spare of the moment but to late to go back decision, hurts the heart and when my baby had her life changed and wanted to give up and kept teying that was the worst and most horrible pain IV felt. Cool you made the clip bro good on you, love ya brother, but wasn't a fan of the song as it's not really my genre but also I don't like the feelings of it that Iv worked hard to keep pushed down. This adds to the problem yes and lately IV had these kinda thorts but life's to short as it is to cut it short early. Mostly my pride and morals. I'm the only real person my daughter knows she can turn to when something happens or goes wrong. Someone out there needs us.