Missing you
21 April 2020It was this time last month we told our baby girl that she could go if she wanted to, I've replayed our last moments with her over and over - sometimes feeling regretful and sometimes feeling relieved. I knew she always had a plan and we just had to go with it. When she left she broke our hearts and took irreplaceable pieces of them with her. Throughout this month we've just spent time trying to put them back together again little by little. We grieve for her, for the past we had, the present we have and the future we never got. We know that there will always be those pieces missing from the day she left, but when we think of her those pieces are there and our hearts are full again even if just for that moment. Missing her really is the hardest but loving her is still just as easy. She taught me so much.. Lessons unconditional and unexplainable. She showed me my own capabilities of being a mama, gave me a strength I've never known to accept life and all it's bounds and above all just to be happy. I am forever grateful for my baby girl and all that she is to us, god knows we miss her every second of every day ❤