Help me untie the knot with my student loan
Would you assist me untie the knot with my Student Loan ?
Auckland
Well needless to say, I entered an arranged marriage with the system when I first landed in New Zealand as a refugee from Syria. I truly believed it was my only choice - to get in a university and finish what I have started overseas. So here I was doing the best I could to enter The University of Auckland with the dream that soon I will be an indepandant, income earning woman that can support herself without the control of her family. At the time I felt super grateful to have government support to pursue this ambition, and I still am grateful for that opportunity!
4 years of studying Bachelor of Property were an adventure of trying so f***ing HARD, as I was slowly finding my passion and soul gravitating towards Circus art, modelling, music, dance and acroyoga.
I started listening and following my heart more and more, finding joy, and myself through experiencing life I have only tasted before.
I graduated YAAY !! and worked in a property management office for 90 days - doing my work and going home wasn't enough for them, I wasn't the employee that stays after acting social and having drinks - Yup I totally didn't belong to that environment !! They released me just before we enter a contract together, at the end of the trail period.
And since then, I have been following my heart in all its expansive adventures. Playing music, singing, dancing, meeting new life pathways and growing through it all - with the deep intention of contributing to the free evolution of the collective.
Use of funds
Everything you donate will go into repaying my student loan.
Latest update
Genuinely speaking 16 August 2023
I got to the mark of $1133 in my fundraiser to repay my student loan -
They paid me the money at the end of the month
Did I pay it to the loan ?
NO — and I feel bad for several reasons
- You donated for the purpose of my student loan
- I let you down by not delivering it there
However, at that point I was financially on the edge trying to sustain myself.
So the money went into essential expenses, that seems more urgent than a Student loan.
My lesson: when I collect a resource for a specific goal, I stick to it no matter what.
My promise: That I will double the donated amount and pay it towards my debt as soon as I can.
Backstory: it is a challenge for me to keep on top of the human life tasks ,limitations in my memory, organisation and focus - it is a continuous practice and it gets spent on Art and social relations most of the time. That when I need to do my personal capitalist tasks - i lag.
Very hard to right this , but it’s your money I used- and it’s only fair to be transparent with its usage.
Thank you for your trust and generosity
And I am sorry for not focusing on the task in hand. I will continue to do my best, learn and grow that capacity ♥️
P.S: please be in touch if you want to discuss anything at all that comes up for you :)
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Aaah sister thank you for your reflection and the beauty of your presence 🌺🙏🏽 thank you so so much
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