Genuinely speaking
16 August 2023
I got to the mark of $1133 in my fundraiser to repay my student loan -
They paid me the money at the end of the month
Did I pay it to the loan ?
NO — and I feel bad for several reasons
- You donated for the purpose of my student loan
- I let you down by not delivering it there
However, at that point I was financially on the edge trying to sustain myself.
So the money went into essential expenses, that seems more urgent than a Student loan.
My lesson: when I collect a resource for a specific goal, I stick to it no matter what.
My promise: That I will double the donated amount and pay it towards my debt as soon as I can.
Backstory: it is a challenge for me to keep on top of the human life tasks ,limitations in my memory, organisation and focus - it is a continuous practice and it gets spent on Art and social relations most of the time. That when I need to do my personal capitalist tasks - i lag.
Very hard to right this , but it’s your money I used- and it’s only fair to be transparent with its usage.
Thank you for your trust and generosity
And I am sorry for not focusing on the task in hand. I will continue to do my best, learn and grow that capacity ♥️
P.S: please be in touch if you want to discuss anything at all that comes up for you :)