Dialysis Patient Ftm Transgender

Kia Ora my name is Ranginui Tū Kaha and I am Transgender Female to Male. I'm also a dialysis patient, and I'm needing to do my gender reassignment surgery before my kidney transplant. I am trying to fundraise for my Top Surgery to have my breast removed. I will be more than thankful and greatfull to all who donates to my cause. I live in Kirikiriroa Hamilton Waikato. I also want to share my story about being a dialysis patient, I've been on dialysis for the past 10yrs going on 11yrs now. It's really difficult to do dialysis when I already got issues with my dysphoria, depression, anxiety, and I also have Suicidal thoughts and feelings. Dialysis brings me down my self-esteem very low, But it's been years I've been fighting through, but I'm sick of it I am, and to think that I'm never going to get the surgeries that I desperately need, it makes me even more lower deep thoughts of feeling like giving up but I'm still here... My surgeries will make a big difference in my life, not only physically, but also mentally, emotionally, I'll have a more positive outcome I'll be finally free and finally get to be me on the outside. I'm 36 yrs of age and I don't want to live the rest of my life stuck in the wrong body, it makes things very hard to get through each day, having to face the world like this living in the wrong body and being sick on dialysis aswell just to top it off. I can't see the true me on the outside physically, I can't feel happy. But I do try to keep pushing through each day. I just need to raise enough money to go for my Top Surgery, and possibly for my bottom surgery in the near future aswell. The surgery it's self is pretty expensive from $20.000 to $30.000 that includes travel cost aswell.