TN the most painful disease known ... i just want to smile again.

For many years i have suffered with the most painful condition known to man called trigeminal neuraligia aka suicide disease. which in my case is a compression from 2 main arteries carried from the brain stem along the nerve that carries sensation the the face. I have undergone 2 risky brain surgeries, many treatments and alot of medication whith nasty side effects. Unfortunately all these have failed and im now getting TN on the other side also. The pain feels as if my cheek bones are snapping , a pinching severe migraine, electric shocks as if all my nerves are firing off and chemical like burning as if acid were thrown onmy face. I have lost my form of life.. i am in bed most days just hanging on to life as i need to be here for my daughter, my main trigger at the moment is my teeth. Due to clenching during anxiety and attacks / medication they are falling apart. Just to have my smile back would boost my confidence so much.

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