An angel gone to soon,a star in heaven shining bright down on us to protect us from the heavens we miss you baby girl this worlds cruel xo
Canterbury
Sadly on the 19th of July god called my baby home although it's not where I want her to be it's where god wanted her to be my heart breaks my tears fall my world has stood still I wake up trying to find her yet she isnt there and I find myself reliving the nightmare all over again!! With her daddy away and siblings who play and need to go to school I cant just stay in bed and cry the pain away I need to get up and continue my days,my heart breaks daily and my eyes cry continuislly and then I realise she isnt coming home and this is actually real I feel like I'm floating above everything watching everything unfold around me.so although my life has stood still the world still goes on around me,and with all the other Bill's coming in and funeral expenses and power and gas they have all gone on the back burner but sadly they need to be paid.
Jahkyla was and still is a much loved member of our family she was adored by her daddy and me and by her siblings who loved her so so much our house feels empty with out her cry with out her cooing and kicking and eating and sleeping and changing to get all pretty for photos I would of held her longer if only I knew God's plan I would of left the dishes build up just to hold her hand my heart breaks my honey and I cant even believe I'm even doing this page right now because it isnt my nature to ask for help like especially when it's for my babys but I need help we need help gone to soon my honey girl mummy and daddy love you forever always xo
I have another Givealittle page here: https://givealittle.co.nz/cause/christmas-angels
Funeral costs,essisentals Bill's gas to get to appointments for grief counsellin,and to purchase a plark so she can be remembered up where the rest of her whanau is so just to ease the load of some of the Bill's that are pilling up around me well I mourn.
She loved you so much babe xx defo isnt fear xoxox
Thank you so much for your kind words love and support xx
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