Kidnapping Victim afraid to leave the house, please help me get my life back 🙏

(THE NEWS WILL BE SHARING MY STORY THIS WEEK. I WILL POST THE LINK HERE ONCE PUBLISHED)

Hi Everyone,

20 years ago at the age of 15 myself & a friend were Victims of a very traumatic kidnapping. We were held Captive for 3 days by 4 unknown male monsters who were double our age.

We were starved the entire 3 days and were violently forced to drink their Urine & Sperm. Other traumatic acts of sexual abuse and harm were inflicted on us in the 3 days we were held captive. After an attempt of them trying to take the life of my friend during the kidnapping, we knew we had to escape. Which we successfully did so on day 3 of being kidnapped.

8 years ago the Detective who picked up our case randomly shows up to my house in attempts to reopen the case due to new DNA technology. We went over the files and since than my life hasn't been the same, it was like i was reliving the fear all over again. I started to experience severe anxiety, PTSD & regular flashbacks.

The hospital became my safe place that every time I was in fear or felt anxiety I'd rush to the hospital to sit outside A&E. It got so bad 5 years ago I abandoned my house & businesses and ended up staying in the hospital carpark an entire year.

I am now always in fear of being kidnapped again that i don't leave the house & its now been 3 years living like this. I always have to have 5 people in the house at all times to feel safe or I'll experience severe anxiety and fear of it happening again.

Please help me get carers 🥺