Life has given me lemons, help me make lemonade

As my close friends and family know the last 16 years have been pretty tough on me, first with the loss of my son Jason back in 2009, then I was "blessed" with another son Zac in 2012, the son of Satan!(kidding-not kidding 😅) Zac has been diagnosed with ADHD, ODD, Autism and a significant Intellectual disability. My closest friends know my true struggle and what I go through every day trying to manage his behaviors/meltdowns and the lack of support we get. I am burnt out, my house is covered with holes in almost every wall and smashed windows that are boarded up, basically everything I own gets trashed. I get hit, kicked, punched, my hair pulled, spat at sworn at and my house trashed every day at times I even get urinated on, on top of that I am fighting for support from numerous agencies, having to attend numerous meetings/appointments to try get Zac the help and support he needs. I need a break some "me" time I'm making this page in hopes my friends and family can help me achieve that by all making a small donation of $1or $2 and maybe ask your friends if they would like to donate and help me be able to raise a bit of money to get myself a break away to recharge. I know it's a bit cheeky but I'm not in a position where I'm going to be able to save money myself, due to Zacs needs i can't have a full-time job as he barely attends school. I'm constantly replacing clothing he rips, dishes hes smashed and paying off damages he's done. Im at my wits end-Please help a mumma out!