Help me fight this thing - Medical Trial

If you know me, you are probably familiar with my story. Sadly it is a story that is very similar to countless others.

I battle with treatment resistant depression + PTSD which led to multiple suicide attempts in 2021. I was in hospital in critical condition fighting for the life that I had just tried to end. I still very much struggle with those thoughts most days. You can read more about my journey here: https://bit.ly/Livingincolour

Due to my rapidly deteriorating mental health, I had to end my successful 7 year real estate career (which my pride made very difficult to do). I’ve been unemployed for over 12 months now to focus solely on my mental health with the guidance of professionals. It has been necessary, but I have gone from having healthy savings, to a mere few hundred dollars which is why I have to put my pride aside, and ask for help.

Promising research is being done around alternate treatments for those with treatment resistant depression and PTSD. The one that I am pursuing is ketamine (link about this below)

My preference is to take part in a study, not because it is free, but because the more (hopefully successful) research that is done, the higher the chance these treatments will be accessible in the future to those who need it. Currently you can only access these options if you have $$$, or are selected to take part in a study & you have to take 4-6 weeks off work.. not a viable option for many people.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.