Loss, Love, and the Fight to Rebuild

This past season of my life has been the hardest I’ve ever faced.

I lost my brother in a traumatic way, and the grief and ptsd from seeing his skinny decomposed body lead me into alcohol dependence. My attempt to detox alone nearly cost me my life, but with professional intervention I survived. Today, I am in recovery and deeply grateful.

Soon after, my mother passed away suddenly. I loved her deeply and miss her every single day. Then, my beloved Chihuahua — my loyal companion of 11 years — collapsed from heart issues and didn’t pull through. Losing my mum and little dog so close together has left me devastated and severely depressed, trying to find the strength to keep going.

I have no family in New Zealand and no safety net. Last year, I was evicted and lost many possessions because I couldn’t move them in time. Right now, my housing costs are $480 per week for a small room and garage, leaving just $55 left weekly for food for my remaining chihauhua and I. On top of all this, I have ongoing health issues that make working difficult, which adds to my financial strain. I am looking for a job where I will fit in and be of help.

Your support would help me rebuild stability and honor my loved ones.