My dream of becoming a Mum! - IVF Round #3

I’ve always wanted a family. A man &kids, to join me &my furkids- LuLu, Charlie &Arthur.

Hadn't found my man, my age was increasing &knowing that my Endometriosis was going to prove it difficult to conceive -I decided to do it myself.

My Bestfriend supported me &kept me smiling, at a horrid fertility appointment in CHC, There I was told I couldn’t do IVF as very low eggs

Sadness kicked in -I needed a 2nd opinion!

Fastfwd 3yrs- I'm Doing IVF at a clinic in AKL. I've got a kind baby daddy donor, who is helping me & on my 2nd round.

2 lots of stingy self-administered injections, Gazillion bloodtests, poking,prodding &meds!

Rnd#1 =9Eggs = 4Embryos.

Sadly these decreased as time and procedures, went by. No1 tells you it’s a daily numbers&waiting game

Rnd#2 = 3

Total 7 embryos!!!

$50,000 in debt &nothing to show for it

Mum has been my rock- hormones & disappointment bring lots of tears. My friends, fellow flightees &pilots have been amazing putting up with very "flat Anna"

M&D always taught me to be good with $$ -was nearly mortgage free, so was able to borrow money from my bank, sadly now they'v said no.

Please No tiny sympathy violins, thats not me! I've seen rockbottom (mental health) &have pulled myself back up again, But this time as hard as it is for me, I’ve had to swallow my pride &ask for help. Both spiritually & financially

I've told Dad to send my baby from spirit now, It will be so Loved, but the poor kid will be just like me haha, a bit crazy, very stubborn, but so so dam cool!