I'll never say goodbye, how can I when my heart is so full of LOVE for you, a love that will never die, you're with me always ♡

My name is Crystal, & on May the 11th, 2023, I very suddenly lost my Beautiful Boy (aged 16) and my 2 children lost their big brother 💔 McCarthy is my 1st born child, such a beautiful, kind, caring and loving soul, always looking out for his mum and never too cool to put his arms around me, kiss me on the cheek and tell me that he loved me no matter where we were or who was around! As much as he used to tease his Lil brother & sister, he adored them & always took the time to give my daughter big hugs and play the game with my boy or build a finger skate park together etc. It's McCarthys birthday on the 18th of this month.. & I have no words to describe the pain & fear that I feel associated with that & every day as it gets closer it only gets worse, as I have had no idea how to confront my beautiful first borns Birthday, all I want is for him to come back home!! & then I had the idea of getting a portrait tattoo, something meaningful that will be a part of me forever, just as he will always be ❤️ Once I'd decided on this I felt a Lil less scared & it brought me a lil comfort. With Maccys birthday being just under 2 weeks away, I would like to ask for a little help in raising the funds to pay for my tattoo.. I've always really hated asking others for $ but this is heartfeltedly important to me as i feel that getting this tattoo will help me to remain strong myself and for my other 2 children as they struggle through their emotions too, as we will forever miss him💔

Thank you!♡