Please help improve my quality of life

One doctor told me I am a perfect candidate for breast reduction surgery but there was no point going on the list as it would take years. Another doctor told me she couldn't believe no one had put me on the list already so refered me for surgery which was declined.

I have been battling with excessively large breasts since I was 12 and am in constant pain. I have headaches,back and neck pain and panic attacks daily. I go to bed and I can't breathe from the weight on my chest. It is near impossible to exercise and embarrassing to even just leave the house.

I want to be able to run around with my daughter and be the mum she needs me to be. I am the only parent she has and I want to be around to be there for her.

I have to get specialist bras in a JJ cup size which still don't fit but are the closest they can do.

Walking around with two basketballs on my front is a nightmare that needs to end.