Please help me out!

2025 is proving to be my very own Annus Horribilis!

After a terrible employment experience at the beginning of the year I made the decision to move to Chc to be closer to my family, and in particular my very ill Dad.

Although I absolutely don't regret that, it has been a financial disaster. I've been without work since early Feb, and although I do have a job now it's commission only and it's going to take me a while to get some money rolling in.

If you could help me at all I'd really appreciate it. I'm in a position currently where I can't pay my bills this week, and that's not likely to improve in the bear future.

I feel like a complete failure, and I'm beyond mortified at asking for money, but here I am!