I've made my decision
2 November 2023Hello all you beautiful kind and generous supportive people.
I want to take this opportunity to thank you al again for your donations.
I have decided not to go through with the surgery.
There is just not enough information out there about it's safety and I don't want to leave it to chance.
I don't want to spend anymore time in the hospital. I'm really relieved knowing that I don't need to go back there for a while fingers x🤞
I intend to spend my time at home enjoying the spring and summer garden with my mum and my cat.
Unfortunately my eldest son may not be able to come over for a while but right now I'm feeling pretty good. I just get very tired very easily so I need a lot of rest but I otherwise feel ok.
The thing is, when you're having treatment you know exactly what's going on inside. When you're not having treatment it's a mystery. The disease could be growing fast or spreading and until it begins to cause pain or discomfort you really wouldn't know and by that time it could be too late but that's a chance I'm willing to take because being at home with family and friends and knowing mum's not having to run back and forward to and from the hospital is really what matters most to me.
I'll update again if anything changes but for now, stay groovy and enjoy the warm weather. If you're across the pond stay cosy my friends.
Lots of love 🌬️🔥🔥🔥💃🌟🌈💜