State survivor wanting to heal and better himself and have his voice heard in this long battle ahead

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Given by 14 generous donors in 6 weeks

13year state survivor went through 30 plus homes.tired struggling had enough and just wants to heal and better himself and for his daughter.

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Hi everyone,

Let down by the state who was ment to protect us even more by ignoring royal commissions recommendations

Lately, I've been struggling with a big hit to my confidence. Growing up in the state care system for 13 years left lasting impacts—some of which I’m still uncovering and working through today.

I am a survivor of childhood trauma and displacement, and while my past has shaped me, it doesn't define me. I’m doing everything I can to rebuild my life with purpose, stability, and hope. Part of that journey involves creating a safe space that truly feels like mine—something I’ve never really had.

I’m currently raising funds to purchase a reliable motorhome. For me, a traditional house still feels unstable—like it could be taken away at any moment. A home on wheels would give me a sense of security and freedom. It would allow me to live independently, access support services, attend mental health appointments, and most importantly, feel grounded in a space I can truly call my own.

I work seasonally so I would be living full-time in the motorhome. It’s not just a vehicle, but a crucial step in reclaiming control over my life.

Right now, I’m focused on reconnecting with my daughter, continuing therapy with my psychiatrist, and navigating sensitive claims through ACC. Every bit of support brings me closer to stability, healing, and rediscovering who I am.

If you’re able to help or share this message, it means more than I can say.

Thank you for ur time.

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Motorhome/camper.

General cost wof cof etc etc

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After 6 months   27 April 2025

After the pain and stress today I finally got to see my daughter.

What an amazing feeling to be able to hold her again and tell her I missed her and love her so much.

Gave me that light that was missing back.

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Donna
Donna on 23 May 2025
All the best in reaching your goal Lawrence
$100
Lawrence Smithson

Oh my thank you so much Donna and for your support

Lawrence Smithson
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Guest Donor on 17 May 2025
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Lawrence Smithson

Oh thank you soooo much for your help wow and God bless

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$15
Lawrence Smithson

Omg thank you so much for your help

Lawrence Smithson

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This campaign started on 20 Apr 2025 and ended on 4 Jun 2025.