Battle for life no. 5
8 August 2016Now the infection is my lungs. one step at a time, love is my guide.
Now the infection is my lungs. one step at a time, love is my guide.
Don't know how to put it. after seeing the Specialist today i clearly dont have an infection. instead the tumour in my inner ear has become more aggresive than noted before. The pain i have been feeling is due to the tumour pushing on a particular nerve associated with the jaw and face. I'd say that due to my current mental strife and contemplation of self harm i may have filled my mind with enough negativity to agitate the tumour. So it only stands to reason that if i fill my mind with love it will have the reverse effect. lol. 14 years ago they gave me 2 years to live, so all i can realy say is I'm still livin aint I? lol funny thing is it hurts to talk, it hurts to eat but it doesn't hurt to sing. lol please dont overload me with phone calls my jaw needs a break. I LOVE YOU GUYS