Loss of son

Our oldest son passed away 2010 he was diagnosed at age 19 it was too late for him to get any help as the heart diesese was too far on and at that time they didnt know anything about the heart problem he had and icd which lasted a yr before he passed away in March 2010 by sudden death.

Well we loss our sons 18 jan this year just before his birthday 28 jan 2019. R.i.p Jade went to auckland for meeting with heart doctors 16 dec ment to be home on the 20 december but he was to sick and ended up having to stay in hospital they offered him a chance to have a heart transplant but he was just too sick to get any operation they said he was the sickest in new zealand at that time he fought very hard for his life made so many changes to life to live longer he was our youngest outter 4 children. He also had a CRT which is a defibulator to control his heart. and the auckland heart team knew jade wasnt goin to make it in 2016 an didnt tell us how bad is that our boy went thou hell just to please them never forgive them lrying to us we are a close family

Will be greatful for any help as this is our first xmas with out Jade. We would like to use the funds for a holiday/ travel so we can go north to be with our sons for xmas as they are burried in the far north at a whanau urupa.

Thank u.

Brian and Lena